Tuesday, January 28

"The one."

 
 
If you're single I wanna see them hands raised!

I've been having my hand raised for quite sometime now. My only "relationships" were during high school. I had three boyfriends and all of them only lasted about a week and maybe even less.

It was definitely them and not me of course.

But today I'm gonna be completely honest with all of you guys (the only people that probably read this is my sisters lol) I want a boyfriend already. You don't need a man but it would be nice to have one am I right ladies? And sometimes when you really want something but are just too impatient to wait for it, you get something that doesn't even measure up to what you deserve.

I have a small disease that my love doctor has diagnosed as an "Attention seeker." Symptoms are having feelings for the first guy that gives you more attention than you're used to. Don't worry it's not contagious and I've taken some medicine for it.

If you have this, i'll recommend the medicine of prayer. You can take it any time of the day and it doesn't even have to be a huge dose, but I can tell you this; it works.
Now that i'm in college, things aren't the same. I'm not looking for a boyfriend that lasts a couple of months. I'm looking for someone who likes long walks on the beach, and loves dogs...okay i sound like dating website.
I'm looking for a future husband now.
And because of this, I cannot settle for something less than the best.

This guy drinks and doesn't have the same beliefs as me but atleast he thinks i'm cute  and tells me all these cute little things so i'll settle for him.

NO WAY JOSE. (His name was really Jose....jk but wouldn't that be funny?)

My parents always tell me to pray for my future husband. To tell God the type of guy I want but i've always thought it was such a silly idea. My thought was, why does God care about my love life? But he actually does. He cares about even the teeniest problem your facing.

God knows what time is best. And although his timing may seem an eternity for us, his timing is always just right. He knows when he will send me "the one". The one who will love me but will love God more than life itself. Who knows, maybe it's tomorrow or next month; maybe even in a year. But until that day, i'm going to enjoy my life. I'm going to put all of my focus on God. I'm going to run as fast as I can to him and if someone keeps up, i'll introduce myself.

Hopefully he's tall and has green eyes. I mean well it's the inside that counts....but
also his eyes...and his height...




2 comments:

Leah said...

this made me tear up tutu. yes waiting on Him is the BEST option. and He will come through with a man that's after His own heart. love you tutu.

Unknown said...

💜💜💜 yes my Tuti, a guy who loves God more than you. Keep being patient, never speedily but suddenly. Love u